Something to reflect upon...Does Christ have supremacy in your life? Do your actions and the decisions you make reflect Christ and furthermore do they glorify him? and if not why not and how can one make changes toward achieving this goal? It is so easy to get caught up with 'life' and put Christ on the backburner - I am definitely guilty of this more often than I would care to admit. Thankfully there is His Grace! If we make the conscious choice in every moment to put Him first, there will without a doubt be a change that occurs in how life plays out. I have seen this in my own life - times of happyness tend to correlate with the times in which I allowed Him to lead the way and made choices in light of Him. It is funny how even though we are aware that this is what we need to do, we somehow seem to forget so easily and allow other things to flood our minds. But in spite of the fact that we fail time and time again, this gives no reason to cease striving to attain this lifestyle - I pray that you would wholeheartedly continue with this as your aim regardless of how difficult life may get...He is worth it!